Thy sword will come...

and the soul shall be burned...


no return from that...only the end of all the things as we know it...
Is it possible to hope for better luck next time? dunno...maybe...
if no one is looking, the fate will smile to our path...our glory will rise from ashes...and new times will come..but not quite as they used to be a long , long time ago...aonly a pale shade of what has been...what should make the difference as we expect it to be ? where will all tears go and hide? when will the strength return from a place very far away ? and who will be waiting to receive it and use it as its ancestors used to do..? and if it doen's come at all? what will be of the future as we know and expect it? our hopes and dreams will be gone...only our fears and some shadows of the past will remain..nothing will be the same...dark days will be on our horizon...a big storm will wash the pain from every one of us...and then the world will reborn...and new civilizations will rise and fall..following its one myths of will and glory...and will sunk down in their own thoughts and lack of creativity to solve their own problems...

Just remember...an important thing

If your're down and troubled...


think of your friends and those good old times you passed with them...try to smile...even if you don't want to...try to cheer up...stupid bitches...are always around...but your mind must be indestructible...try to have some peace of mind..even it seems impossible to have...just remember...you're someone who deserves to be well and healthy...and have fun...life is 2 days..let's enjoy them the most we can...the bitches should sunk in their own cowardness and stupidity..only happy thoughts from now 4 ever....and ever...no depression whatsoever..just what i really want..some peace...

The future...

or what is yet to come and become ...


it's what all us are expecting ...but not every time with the best results ever for each one of us...next time will always be better...is a common thought...but in reality..that isn't always what it really happens...sometimes better things happen when we aren't expecting them...sometimes, don't...

Peace of mind , where art thou?

"right in front fo you" - it answered.


Then, i started to go somewhere else..."still a lot of things 2 do today" - i thought...
the blue color of the sky reflected in my eyes..like someone said it would..

Inside one person spirit..

there's more hidden energy that he will ever know..

but only appears ans reveals itself when one's not expecting...

J'aime la programmation ( l'ordinateur..)

i simply love it...


but sometimes i'm in a dead end...but i'm happy when i find the solution...especially if it's simple...

All or nothing...?

really..


what's the true limit 2 ambition and desire?

Simplify your life...

studying well the problems..


Simplify = N - x, x < N, N = number of different situations that occur, x= number of situations ignored for the moment...

Oh sleep, sleepiness...

thy kingdom come...


bless our dreams..and give us strength to fight against our nightmares...
this is all 4 know...

Every step of the way...

i look back...

2 see if i reached my goals...and to reflect about time and place...and misunderstandings...But them i seat down and start to become aware of the inner peace that suddenly took my spirit and made me feel like i was flying...to no known destiny ...or was I ?
Then, remembering what someone said to me early that day, i smiled..because i knew i wasn't alone...me and the world were like only one ... feeling of freedom ..and feeling of eternity lying in the sky..that never says goodbye...because always returns to who calls them..yes, they know...and they feel...and they care...

The energy to start doing stuff...

WHERE will i get it from?


i really don't know...2 much stuff i want 2 do..and so little time...decisions...vital decisions that will command my Sunday afternoon...it is yet 2 be decided and applied...the results will arrive soon from that moment on...and forever ...till eternity....till my last breath...I will win and my will will overcome the danger and the difficulties..because i know who i am and i know what i really want...

Taking risks...

and feeling the result....


is a part of life...and it's important..because makes one feel himself alive and making part of this world...not really sure what has been decided to his path ..some misfortunes...somes happyness..some sorrow ..by the fate or whatever someones thinks rules our decisions and it's results...that will affect some people more that will affect others...depends of the emotional defenses everybody has got...

Is this a nigtmare....

Or has the world become crazy?


Lots of violence in an everyday's life...who has the fault of it? What is the solution to end that? where will this world turn? where are all of us headed? Is our doom sealed by tragedy? how to start a change? little by little bit of action...but when will it begin? dunno...

everytime...i wake up...

I stand up and...

I look at me and through the window...and become happy to watch all new colors that are everywhere..a real pleasure to my eyes...to see the light that shines so bright and warms up my heart...

awake..but sleeping...

Need to think a lot more..

in what to do, what to create...going 2 work..now

A small story...for a big warrior..

How it began...


When Jak arrived to his village...nothing remained not destroyed....something very wrong had happened...before he could even know about it...when the word was spread... it was too late...all ruined...maybe other tribes - he thought...greed always makes this type of things...he started to look around, to see if there was evidence of any early battle...but nothing that looked like that..no bodies..whatsoever...only dust....and broken pieces....where was everybody? Maybe they knew in time and ran away...but and who wrecked that place apart, what were they looking for? this was a poor village...gold wasn't a common likely thing to find anywhere in here..only some farmers ans their families...
He reached what remained of an old house...and suddenly..he heard a noise...a kitten came moving from the piles of dust that were there...unfortunately, unless it was an enchanted cat...it would be impossible to get from him what happened...He looked to the cat..and something in his eyes looked familiar...maybe he knew that cat from somewhere? or it looked like someone, an old friend?
Humm...could they possibly be under a spell? maybe...but why? - he was thinking to himself..while holding the cat...and the cat start to make some weird noises...
Only when a man hit his head with a large stick that he understood the cat was trying to warn him...but then...he only could try to look at the man's face...and suddenly all became dark..and he fainted on the floor....new and strsnge thing were yet to happend..this was a bad day for me, indeed - was his last thought...

In this summer and cosy night..

I've awaken my lost soul and spirit...


My will is back...to follow my path of glory...to arms - i scream...and then i start to walk towards that place...and slowly...people start to go with me to support my effort..."the glory is near " - someone says..."you'll get wherever you would like to go ...and see for yourself...the truth is out there...awaiting for your call....go, grab it strongly..and then bring it back...the future depends of it...do not forget our call" - another voice in the crowd...that remained in my memory..."i won't disappoint them" - i thought to myself...

Today i wonder...

what will the future bring to my path?


It is yet to see and understand it's reasons....
hummm....

Holy fire and dark water...

they will come and leave everytime the wind blows in th sky...

and never will they say goodbye to you or me...ever

Beyond plain stress and desesperation....

i call my inner peace....


bu it doesn't listen 2 my call...i remain the same ... :(

Thou shall not fear...

what's yet to arrive...


because it will bring peace to your inner mind...

And in the darkness of that day...

something came to my mind....


it was the hope 4 better times...and opportunities...never miss what's in front of you eyes. Grab them...

By the power of thy time and space....

it will come down there and save the entire human race....


and why? because it's like a fantasy walking by....never stopping no where...just moving along...to a near future that prays joy and freedom...

working....

All day...and all night long


bring me the one who has nothing to do ...and i'll show you someone that has to change the way he is...

The mind....

is a powerfull tool...use it well


Be creative, enjoy life and have time to to the things you like the most...

Be surrended to an unspeakable and understandable thruth?

Passing to be on the front of time itself...i start to run ..to figure out that everyone has passed by me....and make no noise...this has been a strange day...new mysteries are to be solved and await by my command...my voice will shout the solution...in a minute or so...

Need to say more?

This time..i'll scream beyond the power of my lungs...

Shall I? not 4 now...maybe later...


and why? just to prove a point..or not...
can i still say what's in my mind without seeing the truth? don't know...
don i care about that? surely not...

Today, i'll float...away,..

For never to return to the place i was before...gone and unbelivebely happy...


life is 2 precious for us to drop ir down and abandon it..like milk that has fallen in to the floor....and not clean

IS it needed?

Or can i let go ...4 good?...no return for that....ever..

ddddd
can i still be who i remember? or a new me is always emerging from the density of what surrounds me...the thing my soul is creating every moment of my life? to be creative...yes..but mainly because i can and i want....to feel joy in simple words that ome out and are expected to translate some states of mind...some moods..some feelings...words can provoque serenity...if they are soft....or wrath and anger if they mean to hurt one's mind and will.... could me stronger and make more damage that an entire army...if they are meant to...words are powerfull..so the spirit should beware of wht comes in from out there wherever one is...or will be...in a near future....

Maybe i'll say something...will i?

Bringing up some stuff...


nights....which do i prefer de most? depends on the mood...thou shall not fear the dark and the feeling of sleepiness that floats in plain air and stick with you...this coulmean a nice and silent night is what is expected for you to get through...don't know if anyone has tried to fight the sleep without coffee...is a battle where we already know who's gonna win...yep...progressively...the eyes begin to close even if we don't want that...dreams in light sleep mood almost magically appear..in those 3 minutes that we got suddenly asleep...without almost noticing...but that feeling we have when we wake is a fulll refreshment of our inner soul...the spirit rises to glory and to enjoy life and nature and play with our own feelings and make us understand the feeling and be happy to be alive...