Monday, May 23, 2005

No sound coming...from over there

I say: "hold your thought, open your eyes, a fresh new breeze is touching my soul. You made that on me...that strange effect..."

from me to you...wherever you'll may be....this is a call for arms....my arms around you....you by my side...us in a peacefull and dreamy environment...this what i call feel life by its inner meanings...or whatever that is...i know it has come as i waited for so long...my waiting was finally...rewarded..now..i can rest ...because tomorrow will bring me another light to fill my spirit...and that was all i had to say for now...maybe i'll say something more...or not..the future is unpredictable..is it?

Saturday, May 21, 2005

a regular Satuday Evening..

All is peaceful...no crappy noise...except me and my keyboard....


writting....and thinking...ya..this rules...
mod = nice....could be better, though.... ;)

Busy 4 now...

Work, work and more work to do...


lots of stuff do do...and so little time...and patiente :)
who cares..? i do!

Friday, May 20, 2005

So many words....

Written at once...


and why? because i had something to say..and i said it. Because i can...
for a few laughs i had ..and to be happy with myself...
I say that's all for now....and maybe 2morrow will be a better day....and new stuff will arrive ..and dreams will save our soul...

Gonna be sad...but this was all i had for you

Don't know how to say this...so i'll say it sincerely..from my heart...adressed to ...no bad feelings and emotions attached...just simple words that i used to say and use once again...


This could be the point of no return....like the phantom of the opera says...bt i feel somenting has dried....the feelings were gone..all that remained was a thought of the joy once felt and appreciated ...But now, that doesn't happen anymore...and i still don't understand why that is...maybe a someone cast a spell of the times that are never meant to return to the place they once were...i only could say ...i don't know what to do ...
She said - "don't be afraid to say what you feel.."
i said - "these words aren't for anyone...they have an inner meaning...deeper than you coud ever imagine"
And i continued to travel in the pain and sorrow and tears of my life...




The tides of life

Before...

Swimming in a a lake of pure and clean water..i think to myself that life couldn't get any better...That was then...this is now what i have : nothing

And then..

I started to chiver..

Suddenly, a noise ...someone or something was coming...my heart started to beat faster...and faster...that was the beginning of a strange day with lot's of events that could change my life...and take me by surprise...to a future that i would never dared to dream of...somenthin nice? maybe..

New stuff is coming and going..non-stop style...

Really?
No, it's just me kidding...duh! :p


My soul detached from my body floats and tries to go away. I feel strange emotions.
No talking allowed at this moment, please- i say to whom may listen to me then, at that precise moment of unhappyness...
I'm just alone ...because i want....or because i can? dunno....maybe someone could answer that question, but not myself...at least right now...i'm a bit confused because of what happened.

want a bit more? ou a bit less? dunno..gonna try something...

Suddenly i said.....


spread your wings and fly....go away and don't return...you've been warned....i say this because i feel it..the words come out....but the heart is cold as the winter....my soul has been hurt...my feelings were gone ....i sat down and felt unconfortable...till someone arrived...suddenly i gained a new perspective of things....that i never had before....i thought that i would never think the way i use to do...i opened my eyes and i saw the light and felt the warm breeze of that summer night...no sound whatsoever could make me feel distracted from that new thought...

Next: blue screen of joy..or not

love flies away

Fly away to the lifeyou once knew...that goes to the sky and never returns ...feel the truth inside of your words that come out like birds flying away froma nest where their mother lies. Stay with your soul untouched, and become the one you want to be and go to the place that has a special meaning for you. Where you feel loved.

O começo....do quê, mesmo?

Starting...in 3,2,1, GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!


Costuma dizer-se que quando se começa alguma coisa, há que continuá-la, desenvolvê-la e finalizá-la. Mas é sabido que nem sempre é o que se passa. Enfim, em relação à escrita há momentos de maior inspiração e outros de menos inspiração.
Como começar ? nem sei bem. Partir de uma ideia, olhar em volta ver o que me rodeia e descrever o que me vai na alma, o que me emociona, o que me diverte, o que me alegra.
Perder tempo? Sim, mas perder com estilo. Desenvolvendo arte nas suas múltiplas formas.
Para quê? para que o espírito seja livre, que a imaginação esteja em pleno rebuliço e consiga desevolver algo que se possa contemplar posteriormente.
Para quem? para os espíritos livres que vagueiam por esse mund fora,indiferentes ao stress .
Pregressivamente, os nosso espírito vai sendo transportado para uma dimensão onde s´há calma e serenidade, em que nos sentimos em união com o mundo.
Pena de quê? certas oportunidades que se desperdiçam. Muitas vezes por preguiça, por não acreditarmos no potencial de cada um.
Persistência? Sempre, venham os desafios que são bem recebidos.
Talvez um dia mude de forma de pensar, mas por enquanto, não me apetece. Dizer estas coisas faz-me sentir que consigo criar algo de novo. e é com a criação de algo que me regozijo. Que me torno algi que flutua no oceano da calma e que me faz sentir renovado.
Um pensamento novo , todos os dias, eis algo interessante...
Mas de quê? Qualquer coisa. Basta olharmos em redor para o que está próximo...e para o que está llonge....para oq ue já alcançámos, o que queremos alcançar. Viver é admirar e sentir que algo novo está para chegar a cada momento, sem rotina. Dai o papel da maginação...